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Posted on May 14, 2012 at 3:31 pm

Gotta Do Time…

Well, I finally found out on my last trip to court, when I go in next I could fight the time and such, but my lawyer believes strongly that I would end up with a much more severe punishment than if I just take the “deal” they offered me. So on May 25th, 2012 at […]

Posted on September 19, 2011 at 12:19 am

FAILURE

FAILURE: People who say, “Failure is not an option” tend to fail more. Failure, breeds failure, breeds, success. “I AM wrong”. Addiction takes us from ourselves. When you relapse (fail) you feel guilty. Guilt and shame are the addict’s worse enemy. Negotiate a relapse as failure, NOT as guilt and Shame. Failure makes us feel […]

Posted on September 18, 2011 at 11:45 pm

LIMBO

LIMBO = Stuck. No chance to go up or down. To succeed or fail. JUST stuck. Regret for the past, fear for the future.

Posted on September 18, 2011 at 11:04 pm

Richard & Sabine Wright

“You Americans are so frivolous, let everybody win.” –Richard Wright (This means you’re fighting the wrong battle. Put your focus elsewhere. And most importantly of all: NOT EVERYBODY WINS ).

Posted on September 14, 2011 at 10:01 am

Time keeps on slippin’, slippin’, slippin’….

….into the Future… YEPP–PERS. That’s my life. Yeah, that’s it. Everything is running in a cycle. Fuck-it. Just Fuck-it-all-to-Hell-you-*sonovawhoa. Seems like my whole life is **I.O.P., recovery, recovery, recovery, ad nauseum, ad infinitum… That’s pretty-much it. I mean there’s more here and there, but I’m taking all the “little -bits” from the end of last […]

Posted on September 7, 2011 at 12:23 pm

Back to Grace St.

I went to Group Yesterday. I’m off back there again today, in about 15 minutes here in-fact my ride will be here. Labor Day (Monday) I could not go because Community Concepts (the provider of my transportation) was closed. Friday I have to do a make-up day for Monday, just like about 10 other people […]

Posted on August 31, 2011 at 8:18 pm

Day Off

Today I had to take a day off from group therapy. I did not really want to, as I want to get this shite over with as soon as possible, and get my recovery well on the road. But I have not been sleeping that well at all for many weeks, on top of that […]